Living this life as a redeemed spirit can be really weird. (How’s that for an opening line?) Let me explain: Because of Jesus Christ and what He has done, my spirit has been redeemed and His Holy Spirit is living within me as a guarantee. My spirit is no longer a captive to the darkness- rather it has been ‘born again’ into the Light. AND because of God’s great love, it continues to be transformed daily as He works both His Will and His Good Pleasure within me. (This year, especially, I see differently, live differently, love differently.) Therefore, every day I carry within me a God-given joy and peace that the world cannot manufacture. I awake with joy; I eat with joy; I walk with joy; I write with joy. It is just there – put there by a loving God. Regardless of the chaos and the pain around me, I also carry an indescribable peace now. It, too, is something I cannot manufacture or pretend– it is the product of my relationship with God. However….. I still live in broken sinful